Your Hearts and not your Garments: Palm Sunday
By: Evan
Coptic Ikon of the Triumphal Entry |
There is a bitter-sweetness which
comes to mind each time we read of Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem. At
the start, the soul of the Christian is jubilant. Here is our Lord, cloaks
spread before him, the branches of the earth caressing the ground. We might
hear in our hearts the roar of that crowd. I find myself thinking at last! Here is the recognition which
our Lord, our God deserves. Perhaps there is even the not altogether sweet
feeling which comes with that. “At least I would have enough sense to be with
that crowd, shouting the praise of Jesus, and not with the Pharisees.” The more
we meditate, the more we feel that delicious, righteous, ecstasy. The stones
would cry out, indeed. This scene is a momentary reprieve.
And yet,
we also know better than to get fully lost in the moment of celebration. We
know what comes next. Even a first time reader of the bible has had enough
foreshadowing piled on to know that Jesus isn’t walking out in the same fashion
he came in. We might even have the good sense to wonder at the fact that the
same voices which say “hosanna” on Sunday will say “crucify” on Friday. If we
listen close enough, with those ears of our spirit, we might even hear our own
voices mixed in with the general roar. “Not I! I wouldn’t forsake the Lord.” (Luke 22:33) We
could say. So did Peter. There is no escaping our own place in a broken
humanity.
The
apostles in general came with all the hope of princes. Some of them were even arranging the new court in their heads, once Jesus was in
control. (Mark 10:37-40) After all, Jesus was coming in royal fashion, checking off the prophetic
boxes, on a wave of the people’s favor, and seeming more and more like the
harbinger of a perfect world. How could something so small as the religious
leaders and so far away as Rome hope to compare with what was coming up the
street that day? If that thought crossed their minds, they would’ve been at
least half right. But it seems to me they were yet to see that Jesus loved even
those who hated him, and even those who were different; as different as the
Romans.
Judas
was walking up that day. He was an honored man, considered one of the twelve. I
have to wonder what was going through his mind as the great betrayer met with
the adulation and honor of the faithful. Sometimes sin surprises us all at
once, like a sudden heat lightning on a Saturday night; but Judas’ break was a slow burn. (Luke 22:3, John 6:70-71, 12:6) I can see him walking through the crowd, on one
hand enjoying the praise, on the other knowing he was putting on his own show.
Maybe he was ashamed of the hypocrisy; or maybe he was secretly smug about the
mask he’d made to fool the crowd.
Giotto: Judas's Betrayal |
And
there was John there, hanging on every word the Lord said like a long-suffering
lover. For John there was probably the fierce pride that comes when you love
someone who’s finally getting their due. No more rough nights out in the wilds.
No more long walks about. They were home, it seemed. I like to think of Saint
John as an old man near death, remembering that walk up to Jerusalem. I like to
think that a lifetime of faithful service to God showed the saint that Jesus’
ride was just a foretaste of our final walk home.
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